Friends Pt 2

Friends Pt 2

Don’t think I could ever conclude
Just how you do
How you come, how you stay
How you leave, you make it easy
To walk away
Don’t hold it against me if friends
Just aint on my agenda
When what you did is all I can remember

All the good has gone
Your true colours have been undone
And I can see you in the dark
I can see you have no heart
Now I know I never knew who you are
Cause you brought the clouds over my sunshine
And smiled as you did it

You had it twisted
You thought pain was love
And love was pain
Everyday we went round and round
Doing it again
I was road kill if I was blocking your way
You never knew what happiness felt like
And I doubt you will one day

Last famous words
‘still want to be friends’
excuse me if that’s not in my plans
as I can’t go round again
once was enough, twice was a fool
Eternity for my heart would be cruel

Goodbye ‘friend’ into my black
I’m never doing that again
I’ll never looking back.

KLN Oct 2010

Part Time

Personal experiences inspired this, a ma gurl named it. learn to be better, fast

Part Time

Don’t need no part time friends
No part time lover
They say if it’s fo sure
You’ll handle the truth and not stutter
But already I see the cracks in the faith
Were starting to slip outta place

They say if it’s meant to be
It’ll all come back to me
Before I was young and innocent
Only knew how to be naive
Now I’m trynna be the friend I need
And if you cant handle the truth
Then maybe its time you leave

I aint got no time to stop and stare
Talk about the minor tings
Sweetheart I don’t care
I want you here for the end of time
But if you don’t feel the same
Don’t waste my time
Be upfront and don’t lie
Honesty will get you far
And we can either stay or say goodbye

Aint got no time for a part time
Lover or friend
I’m in it for the good
(We’ll get through the bad)
You’ll be the best friend I ever had
Cause if you’re here for the long haul
We can make it through the times
We have to run or when we gotta crawl
And if your not here for tomorrow
Then baby, spose you better be straight up and ball.

Closure

I can't make you love me
i can't make you stay
but i'm not gonna say
its easy to watch you to walk away
cause i poured my soul into you
and that didnt make it okay

you say you gotta go
and i can't understand why
what is it that what i have to offer
is never enough
you say someone else out there
can give you the right kind of love
and i ask myself then what where we doing
standing still in time
not really moving?

i loved you even when i shouldnt
i loved you even though you wouldnt
recipricate, left me dead
for days on end
rsusitate myself in the end
after i had wiped away all of the tears
but i still carry you with me
by the marks on my sould, looking for someone elses to borrow

cause though i cant watch you leave
and you say we dont have what it takes to make it work
and though you ripped my heart to shreads
that till the day i die i think it'll hurt
you could never love me the way i deserve
becuase you'll always think you come first
first before my heart, first before yours
first before my love that you found so easy to ignore

i wont say its been easy
but the days have gotten better
breathing has become easier
and the load i beared has got lighter
i can now see the stars shine through the dark blue sky
and each day i'm not with you
they get brighter :)

Half Empty

Half Empty

I bent my back so far
It broke
I swallowed my tongue so much
I started to choke
All for the foolish love
Of hope

I twisted my arm
In the hope of change
Listening to your promises
For it to last a second then back to same
I loved you for all the wrong reasons
And you pointed the blame
Guess love is blind
And a loosing hand in your game


A fool for your look
So desperate for your love
All self-respect I gave up
Your promises never lasting
Not enough began to be enough
I was never one for tough love

A heart handed to you
On a plate
So heartless
One moment is all it took you to break
And every day it got too late
To get up and take
My heart to somewhere safe.

Katie Liane 2010

Dear Mr Fate

Dear Mr Fate
It seems that you appear
Everytime I experience
A case of heartache
And you shine away my rainy cloud
And bring me hope
And remind me of what’s just around
Just around the corner
And everyday you continue to do so
My heart feels less like stone
And starts to turn warmer.

Katie Liane <3 2010

Everything

Everything

Did I not love you enough?
Did I not treat you right?
Did I not give you everything?
Blinded myself for you
For the sake of love?
Did I not try my hardest?
To only get stuck

And baby you had me stuck
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Giving with everything I could bare
Loved you even when you made it impossible to care
And did I not keep walking by your side
When I shoulda left after every fight?

After all the hard work and tears
I head back home empty and full of heartache
Cause I worked myself to the bone
For you to say it was all a big mistake
Cause boy you’ve broken me down into pieces
Telling all these lies how I never even tried

Did I not break myself down for you?
Did I not water my soul down for you to bare?
For in the end for you not to care?
No baby cause I tried, I tried so hard I died
Everyday with you died another piece inside
And you’ll never know, they’ll never know
Just how it felt how you’d let me go.

Katie Liane 2010

About You

About You

You don’t deserve a love song
But I’m gonna write you one anyway
Cause as much as the wounds you left
Burn me inside
The truth is I can’t forget you
No matter how hard I try
And the hardest thing is to say goodbye
And despite the way you chose
I still finding myself stopping
And feel my heart coming to blows

Cause baby don’t you know you had me
More than a minute
More than two
More than three or four
And the moments I could have fallen for you
You’d have me till you close down
Even the stars would fall like my heart
At the disappointment of returning back to start

And some days I get by
I don’t even have to try
And some day’s baby I miss you by my side
The nights are cold without you by my side
And I was falling when you’d kiss my neck
Tell me I was beautiful
But the moment you realised you’d let
You feelings slip; you’d close up and forget
That there were two
Cause baby, you always forgot about me
It was always about you.

KLN 2010