Sisters Word

Sisters Word

i'm sorry i'm not there
i'm sorry i've been a shit sister
but sorry dont show i care
sorry means i feel the guilt
that today its become uncomfortably normal
for all the blood thats been spilt
and i'm hoping now i can make a change
and the bridge thats burnt the distance between us
can be re-built

cause i love you no matter where in the world i'll be
not a day goes by when i worry if you happy
and that the years gone passed are days too long
knowing how i've done you wrong and want you with me
cause i cant change the past
but we're yet to write our future
so lets write something that'll ever last

and i look forward to the day we re-unite
i fantasize how we'll run towards eachother will all our might
i'll give you the best day of your whole life
and we'll catch up, catch some jokes
relive the past and start to fix what broke
cause this is reality, i dont need to no hope
cause i'll keep my word and get you to where i am
cause this is a sisters word, this is my promise
and from this day forth i'll always do what i should have done
and do for you all i can.

KLN Feb 2010

Tell It Like It Is (Big Girl)

Tell It Like It Is (Big Girl)

If you aint on it
Then please just let me know
Quit wasting my time and tell me the truth
I’m a big girl don’t you know
In the end it’s all just sticks and stones
And I can’t spend the rest of our days
Feeling this way
So just be up front
Then we can just part ways

I don’t have time for words
Baby I need actions
And if you can’t be a man
Then my heart needs retractin
Cause I need a lover
Who’s going to make things happen
And if you cant be there when you say you will
Then I need to remove you from my line
Baby you know that’s the deal

Date time place you say you’re on it
Then days pass and you gone silent
Baby your disappearance makes my days
Less than vibrant
So lets be honest with each other
And lets jus say the words
We all like to avoid
Baby be a man, stop acting like a boy
And tell me where I stand
I’m a big girl don’t you know
Don’t need anyone to hold my hand

Cause whether you’re here or not
Ill still be getting me where I need to be
Up here, over there, nothings changed
My skins getting thicker, I’m learning not to care
So lets get straight talking for a moment
Dayam, if you dare tell it like it is
I don’t expect anything less
Cause at the end of the day wont matter anyway
Cause I aint a run around chick
And I don’t have a reason to stay
This aint a game; its time to press stop on your play.

KLN FEB 2010