Fall

Fall

How can I save you
Without the tumble and fall
Without you telling me
I shoulda been there through it all

How do you save a life
When she don’t know how
To pick herself up
When she fights against you
Because everyone’s broken her trust

How to prove to a broken girl
That life is more than these four walls
That we all tumble and fall
And that those voices inside
Are the ones that’ll kill you if you let them try

How can I love you
Without tredding on eggshells
Without you telling me to go to hell
As I stand my eyes start to swell
Knowing it could be too late
To save you from your heartache

"I Love You"

“I love You”
If you don’t say it back
Then it’ll break my heart in two
Baby theres no one else
No one but you
And it has over taken my body
Baby, I won’t be able to wait for forever
To hear you say you love me
So say it back baby, I’ll secretly whisper to myself inside
That you are happy in our life
As I lay back down next to your side
Waiting for those words
That before we’ve never been able to find.

KLN 2009

sooo errr right.......tinnitus you say?....yeah...fucking great.

So i've been experiencing tinnitus for the last two months and i can tell you its one hell of a bitch and an even bigger rollercoaster.
these days its ALL i can hear, fortunately though unable to hear it at when i'm out and about and when there is noise. TBH i have cried twice already in the last 5 days over it and have felt depression and some even top themselves over the noise in their head. and quite frankly i understand. i'm PISSED. not angry. not a annoyed. but undeniably PISSED OFF at my ear. i know its all my fault for lod music exposure, i know. i even told myself to turn that shit down and this pompass fool that i am didnt listen last time and look at the fuckery i am in now hey. get to listen to a noise machine for free 24/7. and people say BE POSITIVE and all i can say is FUCK OFF when it gets loud and you have to change your whole lifestyle its just fucking annoyuing. and since there is no cure you can understand my annoyance!!!!!!!!!
and yes yes once again i know its all my fault, if only i had listened to myself, i have killed and stabbed myself (metaphorically of course!) in the chest a billioni times since i found out. so all i can hope is that the doc has some life changing miracle for my ears or it sorts itself out and i can stop being one of those statistics of depression that tinnitus takes under its wings. joyus little mother fucking bastad. p.s. did i say i was PISSED already???!!!!!!!

Left

Something i wrote for my beau :)
...rememembering this makes me smile

Left

I’ll watch you close your eyes
And drift away
Appreciating every second spent
Just where we lay
Knowing any other second spent with you
Just isn’t the same
Nothing between our frames
I know now beauty exists
And I want to lie here forever
So I’ll savour this moment
So I can relive it over and over again

Katie Liane 2009

Okay...soooo....American Idol...

Ive been a big fan of American Idol since my homeslice Sophie introduced it to me back in 2006/07. Her mum used to send her copies of it through the post during our first year (i know, crazy right! lol) and since then my life hasnt been the same. All the stereotypes the world has for Americans all proved they were true in just five minutes of watching this program! friggin awsome! lol

and anyhoes, i'm an avid youtuber! i can say i'm apart of that community! lol but theres this one guy who I came accross that I love and his name is Andrew Garcia. and i've been watching his videos avidly for a few months now. The moment I had heard he had stepped onto the American Idol scene the obsession has arisen again, not even the lack of a television, let alone a sky box, can stop me watching him on his journey! oh HELL NO! lol. so i thought i'd do a quick blog, say ALL should check him out, support him and cheer A-N-D-R-E-W G-A-R-C-I-A!!!!!! :)



p.s. how the crap do the judges get off getting rid of Tori Kelly?!! she's amazing!! been following her on youtube for a while too! (without sounding perverted! haha lols) x

It Shouldn’t Be This Easy

when you actually think about it..............

It Shouldn’t Be This Easy

It shouldn’t be this easy to break away
Surely there should be obstacles
Tracks, or something getting in our way
Surely fate has other plans for you and I?
Cause it shouldn’t be this simple to break from my guy

I always thought love would overrule our head
In my dreams this was the case
And In reality I always chose my head instead
And I thought when the time came
It would be impossible, and I’d never have the need to
Break away

And now the time is here
And its simple clean cut
As long as the heart steers clear
But surely it shouldn’t be this easy to break free
I had dreamt you all my life; you were gonna be my baby
But the reality of life has made me naive
As I imagine how easy it is to pack and leave


Loves supposed to be forever
Like the story’s in Disney
Sposed to wake me from sleepy
And live forever after happy
Love is supposed to be complicated
In the fact you’re unable to leave
But why is it so simple
That I can even do it figuratively

Shouldn’t you be holding me back,
Begging me to stay?
Trying to convince me by saying
‘Your life will never be the same’
That there’s nothing that compare to us?
Cause though I know love isn’t a dream
Baby, it just shouldn’t be this easy to leave.

Katie Liane 2010

Jus trynna explain a few things.........


I Can’t Love You

Didn’t realise how angry I was until now
Till she released it
And made me realise somehow
How much you hurt me
And ripped away at my walls
Told me those three words
That I found impossible to believe
Always thought I’d fall for them
But I’m grown now
And not so naive

I can’t love you
Cause its just too late
I can’t let you in
Cause it’s only destined for heartbreak
And I can’t forgive
Cause it’s been so long
And I have to let go
Cause you just keep it going on and on
And one of has to let go
And I’ll have to it cause you could never admit
Just where you went wrong

I used to accept it the way it was
People said I should make a change
But I was convinced it was a road I shouldn’t cross
Had it right that you and I were at a loss
No point in trying
Cause to you I was forgotten memory
Too hard to get back; so easier to keep lost
And you had the time for everyone but I
Didn’t care about how many tears I cried
And now the years have passed
And the same bullshit has been able to last
Cause now you’re only realising
Jus what you allowed to pass

But no one more than me
Knows just how to leave
Cause I had an expert coach
One who new the bitter cold approach
To leave the person in pieces
And you worked your magic
In the form of me
And now I cant love you cause it’s just too late
Cause I know now it’s only destined for heartbreak.

Katie Liane 2010